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- In Memory of Victoria
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5 May 2012 
I always wonder, If you'll ever come chasing after me...
It's depressing doing the same old thing every day. I really have no idea how much longer I could endure all these. Do you know, it's really tiring? I'm not that strong as you think I was. Putting up a strong front isn't great. Keeping everything by myself is worst. I know I was wrong at times. I know you had a hard time too. But your hurting was much more than I deserve. How am I suppose to tell you how I really feel, I mean I did told you many times. Sadly, it doesn't help. Maybe it does, probably a day I see changes. Not for long... I'm utterly disappointed. The kid spirit that I always have, will no longer be there anymore. It's been long since I last smile widely. Where did all my happiness ran to? Where did my carefree kid spirit went to? Do I really deserve all these? Ask yourself, have you ever treated me this way before? It's rather disappointing... I'm not complaining nor do I despise you. I'm just telling you how I feel, how I REALLY feel. Guess, It'll be hard for me to get the feeling that we used to have back. Well, I must admit this phrase ' Good things must always come to an end '.
Anyway, I found a full-time job at Sanrio - Changi Airport Terminal 3 outlet along with Michelle Low and Xinyi. Awesome! I'll be starting on Monday. Hopefully, I'll not give up half way again.. |
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Sometimes you have to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve.
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